Plead
talk to monster and monster won't eat you.
Victims
upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)
x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D
Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3
Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE
Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!
Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)
OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)
Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop
Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P
Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333
Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!
CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS
WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x
leave now and monster won't eat you.
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Last night, I dreamt that I died. It was so real that I couldn't believe that I was awake when I forced myself to open my eyes. I was tearing and really badly shaken which brought me to realise how much I did not want to die. In my dream, I was crying away; I wanted to tell my friends how much I loved them and I really could not bear to leave them. I wanted to be with them, I wanted to stay in this world, I did not want to die. For the first time in my life, I felt so strongly towards death. Previously it was just, death is part of the natural cycle of life and though it may be sad, it will happen to everyone. Even when the aniszah's incident occurred, it only felt like I must treasure my family more and how close death was to me. BUT, it never NEVER once occurred to me, not so strongly before anyway, that I, I so badly did not want to die. Particular emphasis on the word so badly. I just cannot describe my feelings at that moment in any other way; just crying so hard that even when I woke I couldn't stop for awhile, it was 5am then. I did know that the other two dying along with me was a close friend and my brother though which was weird. I also know there was someone who was comforting me and telling me to accept it and she was awfully familiar, but maybe it was lucid dreaming in which I could control who I wanted to appear beside me. No idea why her, but yeah. In my dream, it was to be that the three of us would die the next day, and at my waking moment, the clock just struck midnight (no physical clock but yeah, I knew the next day just arrived which made me cry even harder). I was alone with the comforting lady at that point as well. The thing was that it was like such a close encounter with death, without actually being in a life-threatening situation, and that it felt SO REAL. Perhaps if I did not force my eyes open, telling myself in only a split moment that this wasn't real, I would have stayed there forever and continued wallowing in my sorrow that I was dead. Strangely I did not even think about my parents, all I thought about were my friends. I also wanted to look for my brother after crying for awhile with the comforting lady but then I had awaken. I know I thought about xing and mandy and qingy and etc clique, and I know how sad I was to be leaving them. I know I was going to send them an sms telling them how much I loved them and was sorry I could never tell them I love them in their faces ever again. I know how much I did not want to die and I know that I treasure them even more now. So here, I am going to tell you all how much I love you; THHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS much, and I really really do.
Last night, I dreamt that I died. It was so real that I couldn't believe that I was awake when I forced myself to open my eyes. I was tearing and really badly shaken which brought me to realise how much I did not want to die. In my dream, I was crying away; I wanted to tell my friends how much I loved them and I really could not bear to leave them. I wanted to be with them, I wanted to stay in this world, I did not want to die. For the first time in my life, I felt so strongly towards death. Previously it was just, death is part of the natural cycle of life and though it may be sad, it will happen to everyone. Even when the aniszah's incident occurred, it only felt like I must treasure my family more and how close death was to me. BUT, it never NEVER once occurred to me, not so strongly before anyway, that I, I so badly did not want to die. Particular emphasis on the word so badly. I just cannot describe my feelings at that moment in any other way; just crying so hard that even when I woke I couldn't stop for awhile, it was 5am then. I did know that the other two dying along with me was a close friend and my brother though which was weird. I also know there was someone who was comforting me and telling me to accept it and she was awfully familiar, but maybe it was lucid dreaming in which I could control who I wanted to appear beside me. No idea why her, but yeah. In my dream, it was to be that the three of us would die the next day, and at my waking moment, the clock just struck midnight (no physical clock but yeah, I knew the next day just arrived which made me cry even harder). I was alone with the comforting lady at that point as well. The thing was that it was like such a close encounter with death, without actually being in a life-threatening situation, and that it felt SO REAL. Perhaps if I did not force my eyes open, telling myself in only a split moment that this wasn't real, I would have stayed there forever and continued wallowing in my sorrow that I was dead. Strangely I did not even think about my parents, all I thought about were my friends. I also wanted to look for my brother after crying for awhile with the comforting lady but then I had awaken. I know I thought about xing and mandy and qingy and etc clique, and I know how sad I was to be leaving them. I know I was going to send them an sms telling them how much I loved them and was sorry I could never tell them I love them in their faces ever again. I know how much I did not want to die and I know that I treasure them even more now. So here, I am going to tell you all how much I love you; THHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS much, and I really really do.
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